It's difficult to be friends with people who suffer from
mood swings and tantrums but it is more difficult when you are the one who
suffers from it. I, personally, hate them but it's a lot different when I'm the
one acting that way. I don't know why I have difficulty managing my anger and
frustration but I am grateful that I have that attitude for once in a while I
get to release my emotions (who wants to be a reservoir of negative feelings?).
I find it positive and at the same time negative. It is negative for me since
when I'm frustrated I always say or do something that I do not really mean. One
thing more is I will not feel apologetic with what I did and will put in my
mind that it is just right for them. When I'm pissed or frustrated, I keep on
ranting about it and keep on repeating them to someone until I cool down. But
it's a whole lot different when I am really angry or furious about something, I
usually release it by punching something, abusing someone, usually myself
(verbally and nonverbally), listening to music or eating something I crave.
If I don't, I cry (I usually cried when I was angry, a humiliating tendency--a quote by Isabella "Bella" Swan.)
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